What makes your so old and hallucinating pain not to abandon you?
I ask, on the other hand: why do you perpetuate the tight embrace in which you enlace and fetter yourself to it, crushing yourself with a dreadful and excruciating agony?…
The answer is simple: you have not yet endured enough to get saturated, to get sufficiently tired of suffering to renounce the hidden and unspeakable benefits of false security and morbid familiarity that you find in it.
Choose instead, beloved child, the courageous leap of conscience that will guide you through the frightening and, concomitantly and paradoxically, wonderful journey of the profound restart, of the solution and liberation of the past, toward the radiant future of peace and happiness that awaits you…
Benjamin Teixeira de Aguiar (medium)
Matheus-Anacleto (Spirit)
in the Name of Mary Christ
Bethel, CT, metropolitan region of New York, USA
February 10, 2021
